I’d go as far as saying Courtney Love is my spirit animal.
You shouldn't ever think you need to handle that stuff on you're own! Its really really rough and I'm sorry you feel like that but its important you let people help you, even if you think its stupid x
Thank you :( I’m getting help but it’s a slow process. It’s really out of my comfort zone and it just reinforces how dumb I am acting but hopefully it will all go away soon.